Assalamualaikum..
Semalam, Alhamdulillah murah rezeki.. dapat customers pon baik-baik belaka.. dekat-dekat dapat dalam RM70.. maybe for some others, dalam satu malam tu dah boleh dapat rm150.. aku pulak baru terkial-kial dapat rm35 pon ada kadang-kala.. but I think it's ok.. As Feeda, kawan sekolah aku katakana pada aku.. take this as a training time for me to learn how to know my new job..
At the moment, aku kat office.. melangak.. nak buat keja tunggu boss masuk dulu baru la buat kerja dengan jitu.. pretending to be busy gitu (not good tak berkat ye).. but yeah, I lost 80% of my passion working here..
But ofcourse, semalam I had a conversation with Puan Azizah.. she is a good great consultant who is in her 60's.. she is a great mentor, like a mother.. She told me, sayang that I wanted to leave because of personal reason, leaving because of a person..
I don't know.. number 1, aku tak boleh terima partner boss aku yang baru ni, sentap dengan sesuka bapak beliau sahaja, oh please.. number 2.. if beliau tak buat aku macam tu.. wouldn't I be in my comfort zone? tak terfikirkan apa yang bakal berlaku esok dan masa mendatang.. back up plan..
Retrenchment dah banyak berlaku dimana-mana sahaja sekarang..
Driving a taxi.. sejujurnya bagi aku.. setiap hari nak bermula tu macam menakutkan.. I will be thinking, what kind of customers will I meet today? what if aku sesat jalan.. orang baik macam aku selalunya will take the blame, even walau customer tu yg salah bagi jalan.. tapi jangan sampai aku naik hangin, on the spot aku turunkan kat tepi jalan tu jugak..
But then again, it's not that difficult.. yang pastinya kena rajin, Alhamdulillah.. aku rasa lebih berkat dengan rezeki yang aku cari dengan susah payah memandu.. it seems easy.. senang cakap.. cuba buat tengok?
For my job now.. before I leave.. I'm gonna makesure, I am the best.. so that people will miss me when I'm gone.. sebab I got nothing to lose leaving a golden mark here... ahakss..
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